A reflection for today can be found at Ez 18:21-28; Mt 5:20-26. It's funny how many of us actually look forward to the Lenten Season to put more discipline in our lives. We believe that just maybe we can get 'back on track.' What I have realized this Lenten Season is that I definitely need assistance in these difficult times. Not only has work been quite the bear, but dealing with nursing a sick relative back to health is quite challenging and stressful. So reading along with the daily reflections and encouraging words has helped immensely in a world gone mad. However, what I had forgotten is everyday of the year, we have daily reflections we can turn to. Just because the Lenten Season ends, does not mean the Bible has to close. With some huge hurdles that have been placed before me in 2008, I believe I will be relying more on scripture and the word of God to get me through every single day. He's there for us every minute of every single day. We just have to look and ask.
Today, out of the readings and reflections, I hope that I have the courage and guts to not only admit to being a Catholic, a believer, but to be an 'active disciple' of God. I take that as putting our words into actions.
Today, I definitely did that. Walked into a chaotic work environment. However, I was recently given the directive to keep my frustrations and critiques to myself. So, from now on, I will. It goes against my beliefs not to try and make things better and more efficient. But, I have to do what I am told! I was on my best behavior. I will let everyone else buzz around crazily while I keep calm. Stay under the radar so to speak! In the midst of those days that may not have been planned very well, not gonna let it bother me anymore. The folks that caused the bad planning can fix it. This is very hard for me because I am a problem solver. I have to overlook others' shortcomings and not let them affect my beliefs and integrity, my high-spirited, faithful, positive being. I am well-loved in my circle, well-respected by everyone I have come across.
However, that said, let me go back to my original premise. I followed today's reflection. I performed as an 'active disciple' and did what God wanted me to do, not any other outside force. I must continue to do this. In the long run, it will make me a better person, a better follower of God, and healthier.
This Lent is truly a challenge. Much more so than in previous years. Ironically, I have not really set any Lenten resolutions or given up anything in particular. Yet, the injustices of daily life and just being a Catholic in such a secular, non-religious time are enough bumps in the road each day.
Just remember: God is with us every step of the way. Take a few minutes of quiet time with God each day to clear the mind, the spirit and the blemishes of the day.
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