Sunday, June 29, 2008
Serendipity waits for a baby brother or sister
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Magical Mystery Ball
So, I have not gotten everything done this week that I had on my 'to do' list; but the stuff I have accomplished has been successful!
What a great game C.C. pitched! A gem! And my guy, Casey Blake, is still on a tear! No better catch than the one Grady made tonight.....we were part of history seeing C.C. go head-to-head with Ken Griffey Jr. That's what this game we call baseball is all about!
Before the game even began, I felt like I was in a movie or a sitcom. I think this may have been the 1st time this has happened to me (if not the first, then one of the few!)....but, when we arrived at Progressive Field, the line to the Terrace Club was LONG. At least 30 people. However, because Mom had made reservations for the waiting list and because they absolutely adore her up there, the nice police officer called up to the hostess who said 'Let them up, we are ready for them!' Holy Cow, what a feeling to cut in front of 30 people. Only with Mommacita!
So this is the first time I have been able to attend a "Mystery Ball" event....and it was exciting. Once we got situated with dinner, I headed downstairs to search for the Indians' wives and their Mystery Ball fundraiser. It's kind of exciting to help a good cause and not really know what you will get in return. I bought Mom some baseballs and took them up so she could open them. She was utterly surprised that there were any left. They usually run out by the start of the game. We unveiled them with the servers and surrounding tables watching in awe. First mystery ball: Andy Marte. Next up, Josh Barfield. Oh oh, another Andy Marte which we will surprise our Pastor with.... And finally, we have Wally Joyner. WOW, he's a catch!
There were so many memorable moments tonight from the kid helping Mom taking off his shirt to dry her seat....to being ushered into the Terrace Club......to seeing all our buds upstairs.....to our Mystery Ball unveiling.....to just setting back and watching a fabulous ballgame.....to the colorful fireworks at the end of the game.......and more importantly, for Mom, a real trooper, who had a full day but is still going strong!
Can't ask for a better night to spend with Mom and good friends! This is what memories are made of...and what life is all about!
Friday, June 27, 2008
She is Royalty!
One good thing that has happened during my vacation is that Mom has felt up to going to all of the Indians' games (knock on wood!)....it's always a challenge but we manage.
A few nights ago we were in our seats and saw the grounds crew scampering. That is always a sign that within 15 to 30 minutes the skies will open. While we were planning our attack and escape out of the impending rain, our favorite usher, Laurie, popped over and told us that word has it the rain will hit at 915pm. She wanted to help get Mom to dryer ground. WOW! What an amazing gesture, coming from an acquaintance! So we grabbed our stuff and Laurie helped get us quickly up the stairs just under the overhang, where we sat for the rest of the game!
I'm awe-struck every day how folks (complete strangers and acqaintances) are drawn to Mom and just love her. I am invisible and think they may not be as nice if Mom were not there, but who knows...maybe Mom's charm is rubbing off on me too!
Then last night, the rains came as we were entering the ballpark. We did not have Terrace Club reservations but went up there to stay dry. As soon as we entered, the hostess jotted down our names for the standby list. For not having reservations, we got a MARVELOUS table for the entire game. Each server comes by to Mom and says hello. One darling server, Kyle, just adores Mom. He brought something out to us yesterday and said "my favorite customers!"
Mom spends time in the Terrace Club and friends know that. MaryJo the manager told Mom that Lydia Esparra had been up the night before nosing around for Mom. How funny is that!
And, though it was a kind of harrowing day yesterday, it ended nicely. First off, Cliff Lee pitched a gem of a game....All-Star caliber! Omar played his normal top notch performance....having Duane Kuiper in the yard was tremendous as well. He is also salt of the earth! A wonderful dinner at the Terrace Club topped off with their Raspberry Flan Dessert. And as we went to leave, Mom needed a little assistance. Who should come to help us than a long, lost friend, who Mom had not seen in years. Michael just started with the Indians over the last few days and was just as surprised as overjoyed to see her! Again, the love was overflowing and everpresent.
That's just the way this woman is --she IS 'royalty!'
Thursday, June 26, 2008
'The Vacation' is dead as I once knew it
But I've realized the so-called 'vacation' as I once knew it is dead to me.
It will never again be the same.
Family and friends can flit off to foreign lands and be gone for 9 days or more enjoying the good life. Never again for moi! I can not even get to Tampa, FLA to visit one of my best friend's in the whole wide world for a long weekend!
I am more than halfway through my vacation and have not had one free moment to do all the back-logged stuff that I have been meaning to do over the last 5 years, including cleaning the awfully disgusting Kitchen Floor!
True, I took a night for Petty and we have been to a few Indians' games. But the rest of my days, so far, have consisted of dialysis....and numerous doctors appointments for Mom. Even when we are at the Indians' games, I am 'on call.' Mom is a handful, if you do it right.
Others tell me "oh, how hard could it be caring for you Mother."
Well, true. Mom has come so far from just one year ago. She's amazing and almost back to true form! That zest for life and fiesty-ness has been back for a long time! But it's all in the approach. When I do something, I like to do it RIGHT! Mom is a living human being that deserves to be pampered. Because I, by far, spend the most amount of time with her I know all her nuances--her medicines, when she should take them, how to feel the pulse in her fistula, what foods she is supposed to eat and likes, EVERYTHING! I certainly hope nothing happens to me or else Mom is screwed to the life she should live and is accustomed to living. She's my Mother who gave birth to me, raised me, and has given me an absolutely wonderful life! It's the least I can do to make her life as special as she has made mine!
Don't get me wrong, it has been AMAZING just being able to BE....to spend time with Mom, not rushing off to work, or worrying if I will get to work on time because we are waiting in a doctor's office (I am the designated 'take Mom to a doctor stooge' and spend a few days each week in some doctor's office!). A huge weight is off my back this week.
And the weather, holy cow, I feel like I AM in FLA! I always tell Craig, FLA is a great place to visit but not live because Cleveland IS just as nice from May through October if not later.
I still have 4 and 1/2 days left....and I am confident that at the end of my vacation, regardless of what I have been able to do or not do, to accomplish or again add to my 'TO DO LIST,' I will have gotten a little rest and will cherish the time and events of the week FOREVER!
Welcome home, old friend!
Monday, June 23, 2008
'I felt so good like anything was possible'
I missed it! I did not realize how MUCH I missed it until I was living it again and 'runnin' down a dream!'
First, going to see an act that I really wanted to hear...Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers! Gearing up for a great night ahead!
Then just hanging out with friends, special friends who are there through thick and thin.
And something that NEVER happens...my friend actually drove. I am always the one schlepping people around. I honestly did not know how it felt to have the night off from driving. To have someone pick me up at my house and drop me off at the end of the night. I kinda liked it! It was great just enjoying the scenery, jamming to Petty all the way!
I was the 'GPS' since Yak is not from here and had never been to Blossom. In fact, every step of the way I was giving a little tour of our great city...not as good a tour guide as Flynn, but Flynn knows everyone and every inch of this city!
The whole phenomena of seeing an event through the eyes of someone who has never experienced something is a blast! Seeing my friend's reaction to the "Blossom Experience" made the concert and everything surrounding it even heartier!
Now, tradition has it, before a concert at Blossom: FISHER'S!
So a group of us all met up at Fisher's for pre-concert cocktails...and 2 of my dearest friends shared some great news that they are expecting again! Their 4th child! We are all keeping our fingers crossed for a little girl in their world of three boys!
Now more than ever, we all had to celebrate!
Nothing like being out in the open air, enjoying the company of good friends, drinking a corona with lemon and just taking it all in!
I warned Yak, he was gonna be baptized into the whole "Blossom scene" with the drive from Fisher's to the venue. And unfortunately, I was right! What normally takes about 20 minutes, 30 minutes tops took us almost an hour! The traffic was horrendous BUT true Blossom traffic, especially for a sold out show! So we continued to jam to Petty, the Beatles, and back to Petty as we made our way up the winding road.
Oh to be young again....seeing the young kids dashing out of their cars while we were at a standstill and peeing in the woods.....I remember it well, unfortunately!
I guess some things NEVER change! Every car you drove by had Petty blaring out of the speakers....
Finally, we made it into the venue. Fortunately, we had a parking pass so we were kinda close. Parked our car, and tried to catch WHERE we were (will get back to that later!).
I'm just soaking it all in. I can not verbalize the wonderful feeling of going to a rock and roll concert at Blossom Music Center with good friends!
First order of business, rain and all, hitting the restrooms on the way down. We did our business and then made our trek down the huge Blossom Hill. As you enter, there were signs "no mud sliding." That just about says it all. The day's rain covered the entire lawn and it was as slick as a sheet of ice....trust me I know....I have mud all over my black flip flops and almost wiped out a few times!
But, what a rush! I loved people-watching and seeing the vast range of the crowd. I think of myself as fairly young and hip still...had people my age but the amazing thing was the large group of really young kids--late teens into early twenties for Petty. And these girls had little summer strapless frocks on with their flip flops! I loved it!
Two things that really took me back to my college days: the smell of Marlboro Lights 100's which emanated from various lawn locations and the line of 10 guys strategically standing in a line on the outskirts of the wooded area all taking a pee at the very same time....what a hoot!
Once inside the pavilion, the concert is about to start. Unfortunately, our traffic melee made us miss most of Steve Winwood.....
We grabbed our brews and continued to dance the night away for the next two hours! At least I know I still have it. Stood the entire time dancing and never felt better! Just an AMAZING SHOW! Oh man, I just love the acts who sound like their records when performing LIVE...and Petty sounds better than ever! The night went to quickly! Next thing I know he's playing my favorite song 'American girl' as the last song of the night.
After the concert, again, some things never change. The mass exodus up the hill and folks start 'mooing!'
We made our way to the parking lot where we 'thought' we parked. Now mind you, Yak is not familiar at all with this venue so it is all on me. We searched high and low. My phone, which is on it's last legs, was about to die but I ventured on my own to an area where I thought the car was and voila, a sight for sore eyes! I called Yak and just as I had weaved him over to where I was, my phone conked out! It's all good!
Lesson learned: Oh there were many during this amazing experience...but it made me realize that I am not yet old....I still have a lot of living and zest for life inside of me....and hopefully, I always will!
Happy Anniversary Father Gary!
When Mom was the parish secretary, I think her love of baseball and enthusiasm for the game rubbed off on Father Gary. Mom would get Father to go to some Indians Games with her...they'd have a nice dinner up in the Terrace Club. And the rest is history! He is now a huge baseball fan and Indians fanatic!
His family, friends, and parishioners are well aware of his 'hobby!'
So in honor of his anniversary, the parish threw him a 'surprise' baseball party with all the fixin's! We had the freshly grilled hotdogs lathered with authentic ballpark mustard and the works.....popcorn....snacks.....and 3 festive baseball decorated cakes. Father Gary had kinda figured this part out. What we were able to keep a surprise was his main gift: an authentic Indians' jersy with his name on the back! It fits! He loves it and vows he will wear it to the games!
Happy Anniversary, Father Gary! Many more and hopefully those 'many more' will be right here at OLP!
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Never too old for love
I'm not sure how his sister-in-law did it, but Kay kept this baby a secret! About 100 of his family members and closest friends gathered for lunch. He had no idea. He walked in and got tears in his eyes. He was overwhelmed as he went from table to table.
There was a display area with pictures and a high tech slide show picture frame that kept scrolling through Frank's life from childhood to today!
It was a wonderful afternoon. A reminder on how important family and friends are, especially as we get older.
Frank lost his wife, Anne, 2 or 3 years ago. They were married a very long time. They were inseparable. The last function we saw them at was my niece's graduation party. Shortly thereafter Anne passed away, I believe.
The big news today was that 90-year-old Frank has a new girlfriend! He was pleased as punch that Kay flew her up for his party. She was down in Florida and was planning on coming into town...however, surprised him by coming in a little early!
It was such a re-assuring lesson which I witnessed first hand, that life goes on and can be joyous and beautiful even after we lose someone dear and near to us.
And it gave me hope that love can find us at any time, any place, and at any age!
Happy Birthday, Frank! We love you!
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Happy 1/2 birthday!
However, it's my 1/2 birthday!
Mom was kind enough to remember and I am going to celebrate!
When I was a little girl, having a birthday so close to Christmas, I often got slighted just a bit. I'm used to getting one gift for both my birthday and Christmas and oftentimes, that gift was wrapped in Christmas wrapping. Just the way it is!
However, Mom would celebrate my 1/2 birthday to make up for it!
One year, a very very dear friend of mine actually sent me a 1/2 birthday card with half a check for a million dollars....said I'd get the rest of the check on my 'real' birthday! I'm still waiting!!!!
I decided to celebrate this 1/2 momentous occasion because my real birthday last year was awful! Just awful. I'd like to forget I ever became a year older last December and do over TODAY!!!!!
Everything happens for a reason
I tried but could not get my point across (which is normal). No one knows how the next person feels inside. No one knows how one deals with grief or sadness. I dislike the phrases "I know what you are going through" or "I know how you feel."
Every human being handles life's situations differently and uniquely--whether it be joy, hardship, terror, ecstasy, or whatever emotion. We all have our own little quirks. Some handle adversity better than others. Some run from hard times. Some fall flat on their face. Some let us down. And then there are those that come out even stronger and triumphant.
From everything I have heard, read and seen about the kind of person/father/husband/friend/co-worker Tim Russert was, I CAN understand Luke's display. His father told him he loved him every single day of his life. There is no greater gift.
On a personal level, my Mother is still here today after some rough times. She tells me she loves me every day and at the end of every phone conversation --as do I!
I know some people on this earth don't think others can change.
Well, I am a living, breathing, walking example that people can change and for the better! I have changed over the last 5 or 6 years. I have always believed that people should evolve daily, as we learn from our life experiences, mature, and try to find out who we really are and want to be. It's amazing what changes us and brings us around to what is important in life. I've also always believed that good things come out of tragedy.
My dog died. I grieved for over a year.
Of course, Katie's death happened around the same time my best friend moved to Tampa, Florida. I was in a horrible tailspin. I gained a lot of weight and was in a deep depression. Then my Mother became very ill, battling lung cancer and other ailments. She almost died at least 3 times. The tailspin continued and there was no light at the end of my tunnel. I felt alone and as if I had no one to turn to. The one person I really needed was 2500 miles away.
Well, I never gave up. I have great friends who helped me get through the rough times. And frankly, traveling to the hospital everyday before work and trying to keep everything going was enough to make me work harder and keep my head above water.
Through it all, and possibly because my Mom has given me some really tough genes, all of this adversity, these hurdles, and what appeared to be an awful run of luck made me even stronger.
I realize that life is fragile and out of our control. I put my life in God's hands every day and know that, whatever happens, he will never give me more than I can handle.
I celebrate life, as Luke Russert does.
It's not worth ever feeling sorry or grieving over something we have no control over. We must just live life to the fullest, cherish every moment, love those around us, TELL those around us we love them on a daily basis, never have any regrets and CELEBRATE LIFE!
TIM RUSSERT FUNERAL son LUKE eulogizes- prez hopefuls 6-18
George Clooney's flower inscription says it all, 'There are no words.'
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Russert Remembered on Meet the Press
Not a dry eye in the house--in studio or at our house.
When the opening shot of this morning's meet the press showed an empty commentator chair, you knew it was going to be a heart-wrenching 60 minutes.
A wonderful tribute to a brilliant broadcaster and a wonderful human being. Each second was absolutely riveting.
People of diverse backgrounds coming together to pay tribute to a man taken, in our eyes, before his time.
When moments like this occur, very humbling. They show us that ultimately GOD is in charge. No matter how much we want to think or believe we hold the reins, times like these tell otherwise.
Tim Russert, in my eyes, was an icon. He came from a town similar to Cleveland in many ways. He adored family and grew up Catholic. He was taught by the nuns and the Jesuits and never strayed from his religion or his beliefs. He carried a rosary in his pocket at all times and was not afraid to proclaim he was Catholic, even when and though the Catholic religion was being persecuted by so many.
He loved the game of baseball. Another plus in my book.
He loved life and lived it to the fullest. He worked hard BUT made time for his family (which was his top priority) and enjoyed life.
Everyone should look at the life Tim Russert lead and take heed. We should learn from the way he lived while here on earth but also learn that life can be plucked away at any moment, so we should live life to the fullest. We should live each day as if our last.
Love family and friends, no regrets, stick to our beliefs and convictions, and keep that playfulness and love of life in our hearts, always!
Tim Russert, you will be missed but left a wonderful legacy for all of us to emulate and live by.
Happy Father's Day
But I would like to thank my Mother and my Father for getting together so that I am here today. Unfortunately, Mom and Dad divorced when I was a little girl, so I really don't know my Dad very well, or his side of the family. It appears to have been an amicable parting and I saw my Father on a regular basis as a little child. However, as I grew into an adult, he was not obligated to visit me anymore.
I've never felt jipped because my Mother has been Mom and Dad to me. She is an amazing person and has always given all of us more love than anyone could ever imagine...she also gave us everything we always needed and probably everything we wanted! She would do without so we had the latest clothes, the latest gadgets, a nice house and pretty much everything!
Then there was Uncle Bill. We lived in close proximity for much of my life. He's still only 20 minutes away. He was and still is yet another father-figure to me. I remember when I was a little girl just walking downstairs (we lived up, Auntie and Uncle Bill lived down), knocking on the back door and bothering them all the time....having treats together....watching television (either thrillers like Perry Mason, or Hee Haw or a myriad of other shows).....going to shows or the zoo to see the monkeys.....playing with their cat BIDA.....going to the race track and watching the horses run....and to this day, buying him stuffed animals (cats especially) to add to his collection. The joke is that whenever we go somewhere, even if Uncle Bill does not go with all of us, he always winds up getting some kind of gift!
Slammed
Aren't you all in trouble!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, June 7, 2008
John Mayer: Say (music video from
Life is too short. I have many regrets from my younger days when I let people push me around...when I listened to folks who I 'thought' knew what they were speaking of or who said they knew what would make me happy...when I was so fearful of my own shadow, I jipped myself of some great life experiences.
I've learned a lot over the last 5 years after being tossed head first into an ice pond and being told to learn how to swim FAST!
Not saying what you need to say, feel you need to say, want to say, are yearning to say is a mistake. I do not make that mistake anymore. I may ruffle feathers by speaking my mind at times, but in my heart of hearts, I speak the truth and am at peace.
At this time in my life, I like or love everyone, have no enemies (at least on my end) and go to bed at night at peace knowing I gave 100 percent at work, and did the best I could everywhere else!
Cheers!
Sunday, June 1, 2008
Mr. Exhaustion is here (wish it were Mr. Big!)
Hoping that 2008 would bring a little good news, a little time to 'catch up' on everything I have gotten behind in over the last 5 years and just maybe, get a head!
No can do. The last 4 weeks have been kicked into high gear...as Emeril would say, 'kicked up a notch!'
And Mr. Exhaustion finally found me. I would have loved for Mr. Big or even Smith to have found me! Maybe Samantha's LA neighbor!?!?! Yea, that would have been great! But no, down for the count for a few hours today. Thank goodness there was nothing big going on, because I was dead to the world.
And then back to reality. Whether we want to or not, the hustle and bustle is back. Have to get back on the merry-go-round or the running treadmill and hope that I don't fall flat on my face as I begin, yet another hectic, week ahead...
Have a great week everyone and enjoy the warmer weather! Cheers!